Missing the old days

One of hubby's buddies stopped by this afternoon. They don't see each other as often as the old days. John is now working night shift and the hubby is on day shift.

I remember my first months here. John and the rest of the shift mates including their respective families were so supportive of me. Every occasion or even not, they'd make it a point to stop by, if not we'd go stop at their homes and hang out. They knew I was just a newbie here and needed friends.

Now the shift is no longer intact. MOst of the guys are in to different shifts and divisions. It's arduous to bring back the old days. Too complicated for each other's time (that's why John stopped by during work).

Next month is my daughter's first birthday. I am planning to have a small gathering but I doubt it if everybody would come. Time is holding me back.

How I wish there were no changes at all. If I only I could bring back time...